When Watkins finished his master’s degree, he knew he wasn’t done with school just yet.
“I know a big part of this program was that leadership piece, and so I wanted to expand my leadership skills,” added Watkins.
There’s never a perfect time to go back to school and finally, Watkins stopped waiting for that time after a former colleague mentioned applying at the Celebrate CSUB event.
“It’s not been easy. There are things you willingly sacrifice. You go, ‘okay, I’m not going to be able to do this because I’m doing this.’ And then there are things that get sacrificed and not necessarily because you want them to,” Watkins said, in terms of family and work.
“Any time you start balancing all of that, you’re not the best version of yourself. You try to be, but it’s definitely a challenge,” he added.
Throughout his time in the program, he has learned to be very intentional about things and make the most of his time – reading or doing homework on a free lunch break or playing with his daughter until she’d go to bed, so then he could read.
Watkins recently presented his dissertation, a big step on the road to getting his doctoral degree.
“I’m very proud of the research I’ve done on this dissertation, and I’m grateful for the students who participated in it,” said Watkins.
The well-known statistic is that at least 40% of students are food insecure. He looked at the numbers at CSUB – knowing that more than 4,000 students are food insecure, yet the Food Pantry was seeing about 400 per week.
Through his research, he found that stigma around the services offered and how people apply it to their self-concept influenced how food pantries are used.
“I was more interested in the people who have those feelings and still use the resource. The counselor part of me was just really trying to understand that,” said Watkins.
In his study, he focused on that experience of the stigma and interviewed students who shared about using the pantry, as well as how the last year with COVID-19 has changed things. It has changed some of the feelings and stigma around shame and embarrassment – now, it’s about getting help.
Originally, Watkins thought his research would take place during the program and he would never do it again. But, he found it to be a rewarding time and would like to continue that process as he goes.
While he’s proud of the research he’s done, “I think honestly, more than anything, I’m proud of the connections I’ve made with the students and the one-on-ones,” said Watkins.
As a psych professor already, teaching on campus since 2015, Watkins understands what it’s like to be in his students’ shoes. He knows there are a lot of factors at play when it comes to learning in the classroom.
Watkins still has students from a couple years ago that will see a video and send to him, because it reminded them of a time in class. Connecting with students, for him, is the best part of the job.
His advice for students today?
“Don’t just jump on the first thing that comes. And it’s okay to change along the way. I think it helps me relate, I think it helps for me to normalize that uncertainty for them,” said Watkins.
So far, it has worked for him.
As CSUB continues its 50th anniversary celebration, Watkins recognizes that he has now graduated with his undergrad, his master’s and now his Ed.D. at the university.
Watkins said it feels good to know that he will be able to walk in this year’s ceremony.
There were times he felt he was cutting it close to finish but now that it’s over, he can’t recall a time feeling more relieved.
Watkins has now gotten all of his degrees at CSUB. The university has played a big role in his story.
“There’s just something about this campus that is really special to me,” Watkins noted.
Although Watkins is aware that CSUB continues to grow and expand, he loves that he still knows most people on campus or at least has some knowledge of them, and even knows their children.
“It’s a really rewarding place to work in that sense. I don’t know how else to say it other than it feels like home. It really just feels right working here,” said Watkins.
“To be able to be part of this, graduate during this time, it feels really special to me on a personal level,” Watkins added.